Remember Letra

I cannot believe what I've had.
It could make me wanna turn around,
I don't wanna be lost and not found,
Everything that I lose, it just turns me upside down.
Whatever I did on the way to becoming myself,
here, today, all the skins that I shed like a snake have gone astray.
I could not be me, I could not feel me, 'cause I realize I can't be just what I used to be.
If I could only bring it back forever (3x)
Forever !
You don't know just what it means to me,
I could never go back to be the way I used to be
- believe me - deep inside I think it's killing me I could live I could die,
I could pray I could try to be me, but i can't be me !

I remember me as a child,
now my phantasies running wild,
like a smell or a taste from the past,
this reminds me of me.
Everything that I used to do,
I was so small, everything was new,
I never knew, what I'd grow up into.
I remember the fear and the pain,
I remember the joy just the same,
I remember myself like a friend from days gone by.
I could not be me, I could not feel me,
'cause I realize I can't be just what I used to be.
If I could only bring it back forever (3x)
Forever !

I tried and tried to ease the pain,
but now I'm gone and I cannot come home again.
Where's the little boy, that I used to be,
of everything that I've lost I never wanted to lose me,
use me up like a battery-pack,
I never wanted to leave,
but now I can't come back,
I never felt it before,
but I feel it here today,
I wanna make it stay...
but the memories fade away !