Main Reactor Letra

Now I find myself both lost in translating

I'll find my own way back
and finally realized what I lack
Courage to become more than me
letting go of deceit
eyes open now see

Deciding One lost numbness running my head
changing all I have done sometimes better off dead
Questions in my answers

I've done the better to be
the man thought that I could be
understanding that sometimes
finding a frail conformity
enters into insanity
yearning for completion
I wash away..
malignant doubt grown from child's denial
I'll trust myself in just a while

I'll find my own way back
and finally realized what I lack
Courage to become more than me
letting go of deceit
eyes open now see

Decide to live a life for life
anger left all gain none lost

I'm fine
Gaining ground
now found
In time I plan to share all I've learned
with the one who will be there

She'll be there!!! I swear, but not right now...

now significant imagine being something
before time elapses no longer sinking

(Thanks to Tyler for these lyrics)