Grovel Letra

And I won't let it go on much longer
Before I can't be level headed with you
I can't follow these assumptions
But I couldn't say that to you
I have every right to be angry
And this position no longer entails my wasted emotions
Absorbed in your own little dreamland
This is my vessel of regurgitaion and facsimilation
I'm not interested in the mechanics of it
I'd just like to see how it ends
Possibly, it's the easiest way out of this mess
First, I'll play for you the nice guy part, than tell you what I really want
Like the whore that I am
It's the simple way out of this fucking sick mess
First, I will give you the fabricated smile, than take advantage of you
It's what I really want
For a minute destroyed by some sense of spite
Looked at you smiling
Grinning from ear to ear
Hoping in agony that your mind couldn't hear the awful truth
That I thought of you in this insecure state
Looking now from side to side as if startled by an unknown phrase
My thoughts have been with you all along
My stomach has turned from worse to sour
Can't make this shit up
Even under your power
Looked at you there, smiling, grinning from ear to ear
Hoping in agony that your mind couldn't hear me
I had to fool you to make it all become known
I had to fuck you to make it all become known
Suddenly everything past seems so revealing
Like sediments left behind from a fallen stronghold
Swept away by a drifting tide
As I leave you here to grovel, so shallow
And the fabric within your delicate mind
Has never been fully developed
And it has led you
To disillusionary
Psychotic conclusions
Let it go
I think I will