Flailing Letra

So I don't try to
These days I fall far too short
Of all the expectations
But it's okay
At least that's what they say

I don't understand
But it's happening again
I'm flailing

Nothing really matters anymore
And I got one foot out the door
So why are you so sure
That everything will be alright
When darkness overcasts the light
Inside of me?
It's not just that easy

I don't understand
But it's happening again
I'm flailing
I'm flailing

Maybe in the summertime
Life will be a little bit lighter
I can't take much more than this

I don't understand
But it's happening again
I'm flailing
I'm flailing
I'm flailing

These days I don't talk too much
I can't quite seem to find the words
I want to
So I don't try to