Next Life Letra

I've been tryna manifest
And speak my happiness into existence
Who am I kiddin'?
Meditating every day, but journalin'
And burning sage don't fix it
Somethin's still missin'

What if self-help doesn't help my self-esteem
Going through hell, tryna fix the worst of me
Sometimes I feel like I'll feel this forever
Scared after death, it will never get better for me
That's me

But maybe in my next life
I can live my best life
Care a little less like, ahh
Even in the hard times
I won't let my dark side
Take over my mind like, ahh

And God knows I've been trying
And I'm so scared of dying
But maybe in my next life
I can live my best life
Maybe in my next life, ahh

Easier to just believe in all the things that I can see
Wishin' creates distance
Between me and reality
'Cause all these enemies can be persistent
Though not existent, ah

What if self-help doesn't help my self-esteem
Going through hell, tryna fix the worst of me
Sometimes I feel like I'll feel this forever
Scared after death, it will never get better for me
That's me

But maybe in my next life
I can live my best life
Care a little less like, ahh
Even in the hard times
I won't let my dark side
Take over my mind like, ahh

And God knows I've been trying
And I'm so scared of dying
But maybe in my next life
I can live my best life
Maybe in my next life, ahh

And God knows I've been trying
And I'm so scared of dying...

But maybe in my next life
I can live my best life
Care a little less like, ahh
Even in the hard times
I won't let my dark side
Take over my mind like, ahh

And God knows I've been trying
And I'm so scared of dying
But maybe in my next life
I can live my best life
Maybe in my next life, ahh