Blurry (Demo) Letra

Though I'd never like it to
But it's harder than you think my dear

And I can't see clear the smiles you used to give me
And I can't see clear those tiny little hands
Asking for some help when you were two

Tell me will I make it, and recall all those pictures in my head?
Blurry and I hate it, the more I try the more they run away
Tell me will I make it, and recall all those pictures in my head
Oh in my head?

No I don't want to, no I don't wanna let you go
But I, I know it is the best for you
No I don't want to, no I don't wanna let you go
But I, I promise you won't feel alone
And I, I promise you won't be left alone
But promise you won't let me go!

I'm sitting in my bedroom
But it doesn't feel like home
And things that might seem obvious
In my head they've turned to stone
And I'm trynna find a meaning in this unknown!