Indioglossia Letra

It all comes back to meFace to the floorHeart in my mouthMy forehead hits the pavementAgain - numb - againSharing this humilityA circle of humanityMomentarily black in meImmomentarily blackSo blackMemory leave me beClose that eye leave love blindWhen outcome is precededBy an outlet that is neededWe forget all but the circleAs soon as the ends have metAs soon as the ends have metI scratch the surface and seeSomeone better than meWhere did I suffer that loss?What was taken from me?As I search through the ashesFor someone to blameI'm afraid to see my faceAs I walk through the ashesI whisper your nameMeeting you have forced meTo meet myselfThis blood proves me rightIn that the last move is all thatCounts if the beasts must biteVow to the floorOath to the taste of dustIn my mouth - never!I bite the words - never again!Will I let anyone else finishI'll be the end of every wayMemory let it die left behindLeave me blindDespite all these wordsNot one could expressWhat I had insideLiving was to hideKneeling in whirlpoolsOf pink champagneCelebrating the bravery of my painSomething brokeAnd no water could ever washThe anger from that first stainI scratched the surface to findSomeone wicked and blindWhere did it come to that end?Why can't these scars ever mend?Memories...I have swallowed all these tearsThought they'd be goneAfter all these yearsNow this heart is waking upWith a new hungerFor my own bloodAs I search through the ashesFor someone to blameI'm afraid to see my faceAs I walk through the ashesI whisper your nameMeeting you have forced meTo meet myselfFace to the groundHeart in their mouth Foreheads hit the pavementAgain - numb - againSharing my hostilityA streetful of insanityThis is payback for everyTear in me, hole in meBlack in me - black!Memory history agonyLet me see that hideousIdioglossia that formed meDespite all these wordsNot one could expressWhat I had insideLiving was to hideFor every time you froze me outFor every punch every shoutFor not believing in meFor your stupidityFor stealing what could have beenMeIt all comes back to youIs this all I am?