Love&Hate Letra

Going crazy, going crazy, yeah I'm going crazy

I wake up, go to bed
Day and night, stuck in my head
Time and space now becoming one
Try to finish, it ain't getting done
It's a cycle, it's a mirror
Hamster wheel, see me running scared
Stranger things, dead things
Waiting for me, I don't wanna know
I'm waiting, waiting, I don't wanna go
So I do things that never will be honourable
I'll apologize to whoever heart I broke
I'm sorry, I was anxious
Feel alone like most people
Loneliness though means danger
Depression turns to anger
And then be spraying like a cancer
The other day I wrote a letter
I hope you never get to read it
I just hope I make the weekend
Don't want you to find me hanging or bleeding
I feel terrible for being weak
I am not in love with being me
Now I'm pending
Yeah I'm pending

Between love and hate
Only one can take the pain away
Feeling I'm going for Kurt Cobain (bang)

Love and hate
They want me to medicate
Begging me to change my ways
Going crazy, going crazy, yeah I'm going crazy
Love and hate
Only one can take the pain away
Feeling I'm going for Kurt Cobain (bang)
Going crazy, going crazy, yeah I'm going crazy

The [?] shed her pieces
Now [?] believe in [?]
Your god I don't fear
Or her god means love yeah
Last years like this year
My past years are under carpet
Shoes on, don't you come in
Last night's food is on the carpet
Both know how I love [?]
So why the fuck you have to come here?
I don't fuck with fake woke shit
You talk or I'll keep walking
You keep showing me articles
Links to mental health blogs
Talking about how you care about me
But none of us you got self love
You're telling me to reflect more
But in the mirror that effect's gone
My days are so long
I long for nights back home
Fake friends lack backbone
Real ones I let go
Unless we live, love
Hate will kill us all

Love and hate
They want me to medicate
Begging me to change my ways
Going crazy, going crazy, yeah I'm going crazy
Love and hate
Only one can take the pain away
Feeling I'm going for Kurt Cobain (bang)
Going crazy, going crazy, yeah I'm going crazy