Same Struggle Letra

I fucking hate this
As I get older I have less friends
And way more acquaintances.
Old friends that I had are on Haitises
But I'm making it, becoming more famous, it's
Not making sense: working 24/7
And still barely making rent
I feel spent, my body feel taxed
I feel like my whole foundation might collapse
And old relationships just might relapse
'cause I don't know where to go without questions being asked'
And new girls just don't understand my path,
That's why when i share my dreams, they sit back and laugh
But they won't last, they don't know what they're doing.
They threaten that if I keep pursuing my dreams, I'll get them ruined
So I'd better go with someone that knows
Although that will leave me at a fork in the road

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I wonder if I stayed out your door
(Sometimes I don't know why things are so hard)
I wonder if I made her cry
(I wanna be high, so high!)
I wish that I would be high without the drugs!
I wish I would be high off the love
(I'm not happy)
A lot of people ask me why'd you stop smoking weed?
And for years I told them it was a personal commitment.
(That's why I'm easy)
But here's the reason:
(That's why I'm easy)

I gave up smoking weed 'cause I made a promise to God
To never let me change up physically
I used to weigh 500 pounds plus
I walked with a cane, plus, I did a lot of drugs
I sniffed away the pain (and hell did feel the brain)
Set myself a castaway (now look what days became?)
From being a cripple to ex symbol
These the same stature, but it's not that simple
I'm surrounded by drugs all the time
And people who need vices to record their rhymes
Me? I stay away and record the ... lines
And expose my true feelings with my life on the line.
And you can quote that straight from the heart
Sometimes my brain fades and takes me to the dark
So I feel like my flames should change up and spark
'cause I'm high of what I breath from life in my heart

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