Last Time Letra

How many times now has it been
I swore I'd never do again what I've done right now
Seems I walk right out that door
Just to walk back in for more until you pull me out
From the lies in my mind as they all seem to say
The last time I tried was the last time I failed

But last time I didn't try hard enough to make things right
And let that evil side come back around
This time You're gonna see one more chance is all I need
To show you that I'm trying to let you down for the last last time

You said You'd never put me through
Something I can't say no to if I really tried
Oh but this cycle that I'm in
Is like a carousel of sin that takes me for a ride
On these lies in my mind as they all carry on
Saying the last time I tried was the last time they won

And these seeds that I've sown grow wild
On my futile attempts to change
Like an addict going dry
I think I'm ready this time