Wiser Letra

I'm only getting colder
What if I keep walking but don't get any closer?
What if I can't drop all of this weight on my shoulder?
What if I'm not getting any wiser?
I'm only getting older

Put tape over the mirror, I don't wanna see me anymore
Fill and refill it 'til I feel myself go through the floor
Switched my prescription, tried to fix it, but I made it worse
I made it worse
I'm thinking

What if I'm not getting any wiser?
I'm only getting older
What if I'm not getting any stronger?
I'm only getting colder
What if I keep walking but don't get any closer?
What if I can't drop all of this weight on my shoulder?
What if I'm not getting any wiser?
I'm only getting older

Got no one to look up to, I make it up as I go
Let me, let me, let me leave but don't leave me alone
Dammit, i think i'm the best
Switch up but wish I were dead
I can't get out of my head
I'm thinking

What if I'm not getting any wiser?
I'm only getting older
What if I'm not getting any stronger?
I'm only getting colder
What if I keep walking but don't get any closer?
What if I can't drop all of this weight on my shoulder?
What if I'm not getting any wiser?
I'm only getting older