Midnight Strife Letra

you spoke my language
and you understood
you showed me a love I've always wanted
but never known
offered up all your kindness
built a home
for once you made me feel
not alone
not alone
considered you family
an extension of my own
now there's a new found tightness in my chest
my bones creek with every step
my rooms covered in your fingerprints
and i'm on trial with the memories
trying hard to forget
four o'clock in the morning
waiting up with fingers crossed
endless trips and conversations
windows up and doors unlocked
a shadow that follows me around
I wish i could find you again somehow
is this really the end
or is this just a test
its getting colder outside
and there is a growing emptiness in my bed
I've done everything in my power
everything that i can
to try and effect the outcome
what have you done
weighing out the last of possibilities
praying for a coma or a bad dream
not a revolving door
a love that was worth protecting
everything worth fighting for
is this journey truly over
or only just begun
the war wages on in my mind
I think about it all the time