Free Association Letra

I just don’t know
I just don’t know how to love you best

And I was in Detroit and on the phone
As I stood by the ice machine
And we lost the connection
And the dread began to ripple through me
Oh all the back and forth, the [?], isolation all we know
And I'll cling to free association, walk through buried cities below

I’m envious of sheets that wrap around you
My hopelessness in how I feel about you
Is it dangerous to love you like I love you?
I just don’t know
I just don’t know how to love you best

And I can see your face, it's like a mirror
Vacant or occupied
This terrible [?] that I'm in
So I won't see you for a while
I wanna feel you breathe heavily on me
Want to take for granted all I need
And just sit with you silently