Endless Letra

Don't look so sad
You'll probably forget
About me and the liquor store and all of your friends
And the world is so small
But right now it seems huge
And I'm in it and I'm spinning out with no use
There's something wrong
I just don't know what
This feels so far from what I thought I'd become
But

It's out there somewhere
If I try hard enough I got it
Walk through the portal door where I get everything I wanted
Some better world where you were pulling me in
Over and over again
Like it is endless
Like it is endless

Said if you want it, you got it
You could be somebody new
And the way that it happens is all up to you
Don't it make you feel small?
And being small feels free
Yet in each instance I'm still Emilie
But

It's out there somewhere
If I try hard enough I got it
Walk through the portal door where I get everything I wanted
Some better world where you were pulling me in
Over and over again
Like it is endless
Like it is endless

I see the palms in the sky
Don't register in my mind
I'm crying in the sunshine
I think I've got a good life
I just feel bad all the time
Is this just what it's like?
Is this just what it's like?
Pain that is endless
But I still believe

That it's out there somewhere
If I try hard enough I got it
Walk through the portal door where I get everything I wanted
Some better world where you were pulling me in
Over and over again
Like it is endless
Like it is endless