New Disease Letra

now I can take this, everything I know realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be I can never change anything i've done because it's the only thing I have left blame myself again for what I didn't do never even knew it was coming from me it changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come because I have gone too far now nobody changed my mind and it leads me to a new disease somebody let it die but it still becomes a new disease is this all worth what this has done to me watered down my senses and turned them on me fuck morality and everything I know if I didn't hate this than I couldn't cope impersonate myself for what I used to be denial is all that's left now nobody changed my mind and it leads me to a new disease somebody let it die but it still becomes a new disease seething in my head I'm suffering instead I can't remember why this meant so much to me doubt did I ever want this? it's all I could've been, it's all I would've been doubt did I ever want this? it's all i've ever been, it's all I'll ever be seething in my head I'm suffering instead I can't remember why this meant so much to me nobody changed my mind and it leads me to a new disease somebody let it die but it still becomes a new disease