Too Many Letra

I don't understand

I got too many motherfucking problems
I got too many, don’t know how to solve 'em
I got too many, loose cannon tryna keep my moves steady
I got too many fucking problems
I got too many, don't know how to solve ’em
I got too many, loose cannon tryna keep my moves steady
I got too many fucking problems

Shit, where should I start?
Heart, ripped to pieces, life fallen apart, it's dark
Guilty pleasures got me feeling lower then
Mental illnesses, as real as it gets, I'm sick
Too much trauma I'm a product of a pain
Now I'm numb to it
Wish some dope'll take the pain away, it won't do it
Need some shelter from the rain
I gotta go through this bullshit again
Nigga, I got too many

I got too many motherfucking problems
I got too many, don't know how to solve ’em
I got too many, loose cannon tryna keep my moves steady
I got too many fucking problems
I got too many, don’t know how to solve 'em
I got too many, loose cannon tryna keep my moves steady
I got too many fucking problems

Too many problems I can’t maintain
Pushing all the love away and it's a shame
Insane how I do the same thing and expect a different result
When I'm the one who's at fault, mm
Too many problems, need some help maintaining
Know I’m hard to keep up with, please be patient
I'm changing, trying to be the best version
For the bitter friends I got left, I'm hurting
Bare with me

I got too many motherfucking problems
I got too many, don't know how to solve 'em
I got too many, loose cannon tryna keep my moves steady
I got too many fucking problems
I got too many, don't know how to solve 'em
I got too many, loose cannon tryna keep my moves steady
I got too many fucking problems