My Best Wishes Letra

Never, I'd rather kill you.
We deserve so much more.
I could not forget this.
I won't come around.
You played a part in my new life I found.
Vengeance upon you for the rest of your days.
Something I promise you.
You'll never, ever take away.
These moments that I have suffered, they'll never make me stray.
But are they enough to justify?
Your heart should be kept from you.
Controlled by this thing, how weak of you.
And as for all of you, you are still my everything.
Simply because I can and you deserve it.
Give me the strength to be angry forever.
Weren't we more than this.
This substance, this pain.
Your death would bring me happiness.
It's my dream.
I won't forget. Never.
You came to me, when we just started.
You came to me so broken hearted.
So after all this time.
You're still a lie.
Once again, you try and rape me.
Like you always do.
You try and fake me, now I break you.
So now I ask, why lie?
Why the disguise?