Self-control Letra

I had some news todayI lose control in hereMy self control is coming downI've lost the world todayI slightly fade awayMy self control is going downIgnorance feesl the worstThe bad stay, the good go firstAll I observe is black for me without a smileMy world falls apartReality strikes and hits you real hardSometimes reality is killing you without a soundI'm gonna breakdown my agonyMastering my self controlSo I'll breakdown my agonySearching for my self controlI heard the news againI lose control in hereMy self control is coming downI've lost the world todaySlightly fade awayMy self control is going downI need to hold on tightMind struggling in my fightMy mind struggles every night since you're goneI feel so helpless nowI try to catch it somehowAll you ever leave behind are memories to findBreakdown my agonyMastering my self controlSo I'll breakdown my agonySearching for my self controlInside my head it's kinda weirdI try to follow youI feel the pain it's like a gainThat keeps me going onI speak to you, communicateAsk for advice to knowMaybe it's a crazy thoughtI know that I will walk alone