Suicide Lust Letra

When I saw him, walk in the streets I wanted to say him, I love you love you so sweet But I knew that he wasnt gay What should I do? I had Suicide Lust I love this guy I don't know why But what should I do he loves someone else, but not me I love this guy, I want to die! At the next day i saw him again I went over to him, wanted to speak but he turned and to me and kicked in my face what should i do? I had suicide Lust I love this guy I don't know why But what should I do he loves someone else, but not me I love this guy, and so I died