Love Lost Letra

We walked through the door of our new apartment
We're laughing the whole time
I hold your hands in mine, we share a smile
A box in hand and you in the other
You smell like lavander, like my mother
And then, the light turns green

What have I done?
Have I made a mistake?
'Cause I can't remember why I feel this way
My life flashes by, as I drive away
My home is not my home no more
My home is now my grave

Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

The gifts you gave me, I'll keep them safe
Though bittersweet in their aftertaste
So many songs that'll never sound the same
Stuffed animals that used to light up the room
Felt like how I fell out of love with you
Out of sight, but I see you everyday

Oh, why the hell do I keep recalling
The good, the great, I had all I wanted
How on earth did I lose it in a day?
I left my sweatshirt at her place
I'm turning back to my old ways
Can't keep commitments
I'm the same as what I hated
Ain't it funny how we change?

What have I done?
Have I made a mistake?
Cause I can't remember why I feel this way
My life flashes by, as I drive away
My home is not my home no more
My home is now my grave

Ooh, ooh
I never knew
All this love was new to me
Ooh, ooh
I never knew, oh
What it would do to me
Ooh
I never knew
All this love was new to me
Ooh, ooh
I never knew, oh-

What have I done?
I've made a mistake
'Cause I can't remember, no I can't remember
Why I feel this way, life flashes by
As I drive away
My home is not my home no more
My home is now my-

I miss your laugh, I miss your face
I took your half, and threw it all away
I hate myself, I hate this pain
I hate that I lost everything

It's cold outside, this time of year
But its colder now, that you're not here
I've lost my rock, and I've lost my friend
I never want to see a goldfish again