Let You Down Letra

You know I never meant to let you down
I know I never should’ve let you down

When I get lost in my headspace
I start to wonder how it all went down
When I get lost. In my thought I
I start to wonder how I let you just walk out
I moved on to the next phase
(?) you know I let me guard down
I just sink in my memories
Before thе sun ever come back round
I ain’t got timе to forgive em, always on the run
You ain’t got the will to relive the stupid things I’ve done
Went and played a game in here nobody could’ve won
And when I look the only thing I lost is my son

I know I never should’ve let you down
So I can take it when it hurts me now
All that i’ve tried to believe in you I would know
You know I never meant to let you down
I know I never should’ve let you down

Should’ve never don’t it
But I was busy runnin
Running from the demons that you seem to always summon
Tried my best but its too much with all this luggage
Plus I know that you just love it when you think I’m gettin punished
From Miami back to London like I’m something out the blue
Im spending all my money just to take me back to you
Before it ended all I ever gave you was my attitude
And tried to show you that I loved you with the songs I write for you
The amplitude wasn’t enough to hide the women and the drugs
The gimmicks for your love to hide the shady shit id done
And In the end the only person I was tricking was myself
So now I write one last song to tell you how I feel

I know I never should’ve let you down
So I can take it when it hurts me now
All that i’ve tried to believe in you I would know
You know I never meant to let you down
I know I never should’ve let you down