Idiot Letra

To feel like I've got something in control
I wanna hurt myself today
It's been a while and I miss the pain
I give out and get no gains

I've only got myself to blame
But I won't be seeking your help again
'Cause you've got priorities, you've got priorities, priorities

I'm sorry, I missed you
You know that I'm hurting
Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret, I'm an idiot
I'm sorry, I missed you
You know that I'm hurting
Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret, I'm an idiot
Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret, I'm an idiot

Could I serve myself today?
Stay in bed and masturbate
Feel like I deserve the break
What a dream, I'll never live that way
Wanna stop this rut today
I've listed all the things I'll change
I expect too much but give away my energy

I've only got myself to blame
But I won't be seeking your help again
'Cause you've got priorities, you've got priorities, priorities

I'm sorry, I missed you
You know that I'm hurting
Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret, I'm an idiot
I'm sorry, I missed you
You know that I'm hurting
Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret, I'm an idiot
Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret, I'm an idiot
I'm sorry, I missed you
You know that I'm hurting
Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret, I'm an idiot