Pain Letra

I can't breathe, no weed, I can't even smoke.
And so eat pills cause they calm me down,
I'm in deep and I'm starting to drown.
So lost and I won't be found,
Until they find me bloody dead in the fucking ground.
And now, I don't know where to go, seems like everything I've tried just gets me nowhere,
I don't care, I'm sick of that hateful stare.
Where the fuck did you go?
You're so lucky that I didn't lose control, I wanna rip out your soul.
Through a bullet hole in your chest,
I'm depressed.
Yeah.

The best thing about pain for me,
Is that it always straight changes me.
I'm in a place where I hate to be,
Nobodys savin me.
An early grave would be just fine, cause my time has come and my mind is done.
I can't find no one,
Cause mine tried to run.
When I die my son will realize I've come to reveal the best thing about pain.

Yeah.
Watch me fade away,
Everything is gray,
On my darkest day,
I prey and prey,
Still never feel safe,
Addicted to the pain and I'll never change,
Wait don't go,
Go slow,
Control,
No soul.
So she's gone and I'm wrong all the love I give,
I don't wanna live.
So give me that razor blade,
Bright red colors of my dripping rage.
Holes in the wall,
My downfall,
Late nights in jail I'm in hell hear my call.
Help me, give me my life,
Back cause my minds so black,
The darkness in fact,
Will make me react.
Somebodys getting fucking stabbed. Yeah.

The best thing about pain for me,
Is that it always straight changes me.
I'm in a place where I hate to be,
Nobodys savin me.
An early grave would be just fine, cause my time has come and my mind is done.
I can't find no one,
Cause mine tried to run.
When I die my son will realize I've come to reveal the best thing about pain.

Bring the pain is what everybody be saying,
But I ain't playing to be praying.
To pass away,
Please take me away.
I'm ready to take it fuck it,
Put one in my chest today.
And put me to rest,
No telling what happens when I felt the pain.
I feel so alive when the world falls down,
I'm keeping wicked don't fuck around,
Can't fuck with the dead in the ground now.
Bow to the face when this stress be taking me out,
Keeping the strength fo sho do but no dro will bring the cloud bring the cloud.
You can't hurt what's been crushed so many times,
It's been a joke to sit and rhyme,
About my fucked up life that's right.
So any pain that you can admit is straight,
As I contemplate how many times I can stab your fucking face, relate.
One time for all the kids in the street, yeah,
A thousand pieces for all the wrongful decease at least.
I gotta little time before I feel my last hurt,
So I'm gonna fuck the whole world up before I'm dead in the dirt.
So, fuck pain.

The best thing about pain for me,
Is that it always straight changes me.
I'm in a place where I hate to be,
Nobodys savin me.
An early grave would be just fine, cause my time has come and my mind is done.
I can't find no one,
Cause mine tried to run.
When I die my son will realize I've come to reveal the best thing about pain.

The best thing about pain for me,
Is that it always straight changes me.
I'm in a place where I hate to be,
Nobodys savin me.
An early grave would be just fine, cause my time has come and my mind is done.
I can't find no one,
Cause mine tried to run.
When I die my son will realize I've come to reveal the best thing about pain.

The best thing about pain for me,
Is that it always straight changes me.
I'm in a place where I hate to be,
Nobodys savin me.
An early grave would be just fine, cause my time has come and my mind is done.
I can't find no one,
Cause mine tried to run.
When I die my son will realize I've come to reveal the best thing about pain.