Even Now Letra

and in the morningafter years have passsedit seemseven now to overwhelm meand in the stillnessafter life has passedit seemseven now to grow like cancerand in the falloutafter war days have passedit seemseven now to keep from dyingand there you are, folding deep into and through meand there you are, keeping distant all who knew mefilling me with a new kind of lifebut it's one i never wanted, one i never imaginedand even now, you send me reelingfor you and i have been together much too longand though i drink my mind will not grow numb'cause it's one i never wanted, one i never imaginedeven now, you know it sends me reelingfor you and i have been together much to longmuch too long, don't you knowso here we are, and here it goes againi know i've waited much too longi have weighed it all, delayed the fallbut even so, even now ...