Disequilibrium Letra

If you look thru me You won't be able to decide Which staining has gone blind my eyes If you turn away You won't able to read the clues It's useless to love me Dreamless with chaotic thoughts in my head I can't stop the pain with eleven pills Tear the pictures I drawn with scorn Sticking dirges on the sperm-stained wall Barren words of advice not to love me That way I'd have deserve You trade on my credulity to stop me from getting the better of you I appear in your dreams Only to advise you to push me to the back of your mind I take your hand and lead you to the light To keep the feelings under that coerce you into whispering foolish words to me That coerce me into hurting you Dreamless with chaotic thoughts in my head I can't stop the pain with eleven pills Tear the pictures I drawn with scorn Sticking dirges on the sperm-stained wall Barren words of advice not to love me That way I'd have deserve You trade on my credulity to stop me from getting the better of you Am I to come undone to leave you behind So I can pore over in silence Which tools enable you to cut your arms with the aid of a dull-edged knife? Am I to watch the tears that carry you off into the bowels of despair If there's no sense to trust in me? Dreamless with chaotic thoughts in my head I can't stop the pain with eleven pills Tear the pictures I drawn with scorn Sticking dirges on the sperm-stained wall Barren words of advice not to love me That way I'd have deserve You trade on my credulity to stop me from getting the better of you