Reawakening Letra

I'm defenseless, so naïve
I'm resting blissfully in your carelessness
Unaware of the misery your voice seemed to ease

But I'm reawakening
I'm opening my eyes to a deceptive dream
I'm realizing it was a nightmare
I'm reawakening to redeem myself from my shame

I prayed for salvation
I found it in you
My heartache went numb
I thought our love was true

I wanted so little
I dreamt I had it all
I wanted in your arms, but you let me fall

I gave my heart to you to watch as I slept
I awoke to find you held it in your hand in broken pieces
I sacrificed my innocence while I was unknowingly sleeping

And as I slumbered, you numbed all of the pain
I felt my past heartbreaks slowly wane
But you ripped me from my fantasy
And left me broken in shame

I never felt the sedatives you slipped inside my veins
You were what I had always seemed to fail to attain
I look at you with such disdain, you left me in my sorrow's rain
You let me fall unconscious while you used me for your games