Bitter Resent Letra

You want to change things in your life just to make it right
but in the end, it's me who lies awake at night
You say depression had finally got a hold of you
and that I shouldn't be around to help you see it through
You say my words make you happier, but all in all
one time you told me I shouldn't come or even call
but when I call your house, I hear you laughing on the phone
with all your friends while I'm stuck sitting here alone
You want to tell me things, but you don't know just what to say
but don't say a word because you're too good for me anyway

CHORUS
You said goodbye and I died!
You said you cared, did you lie?
When you smile, do you know I cry?
The bitter resent has killed me inside!

VERSE TWO
I hadn't seen you for a while because you were distraught
I can't start to tell you how you were in my thoughts
I couldn't help but feel used, like I was thrown away
and now I get that feeling almost every single day
I'll always love you and I want to be there by your side
Every hour of every single day until I die
But now I'm dying and you're not even here to be with me
so now my eyes are open, finally now I can see
Why can't we defy fate like they do on the TV?
I want to live in fiction 'cuz I really hate reality.
The pain inside me clearly grows with the rising sun
it will never end until you and me are one

CHORUS
You said goodbye and I died!
You said you cared, did you lie?
When you smile, do you know I cry?
The bitter resent has killed me inside!

GUITAR SOLO

CHORUS
You said goodbye and I died!
You said you cared, did you lie?
When you smile, do you know I cry?
The bitter resent has killed me inside!
You said goodbye and I died!
You said you cared, did you lie?
When you smile, do you know I cry?
The bitter resent has killed me inside!