BloodLust

Suicide
To whom this may concernFrom what I'm about to do, I won't returnSo torn, out of lineThis is the last resort to clear my mindI tried, I promiseIf I still had you, I wouldn't have done thisNeverending story of a fucked up lifeThe final ending, resulting in my suicideI could waste my time, and tryTake another three years, try to keep in lineBut waking up is 10x harderWhen all you wanna do is dieSo I, commit suicide (suicide)Goodbye...I can't hide the painIt's gotten harder to hide the trails on my veinsMaybe I've lost my mind, gone insaneBut everything will always be the sameI love, you hateYou fucked up, I forgaveThe worst thing happened to me todayNothing here, is left to remainLooked in the mirror, watched my eyes turn blue to greyMight as well just end my painLetras de cancionesI could waste my time, and tryTake another three years, try to keep in lineBut waking up is 10x harderWhen all you wanna do is dieSo I, commit suicide (suicide)Goodbye...I haven't slept since I wonke up lastMy future is just a replay of the pastCan't keep living, can't endureDon't even knwo what I'm living forKeep on hiding everything behind closed doorsEverything still reminds me of herJust wish I didn't fuckin' care anymoreBetrayed, all the liesI'm destined to dieI could waste my time, and tryTake another three years, try to keep in lineBut waking up is 10x harderWhen all you wanna do is dieSo I, commit suicide (suicide)Goodbye...I woke up this morningIt was cold by my sideYou left me with nothing but tears in my eyesSilence in my mindEmptiness insideLove is gone, tonightI die, commit suicideI could waste my time, and tryTake another three years, try to keep in lineBut waking up is 10x harderWhen all you wanna do is dieSo I, commit suicide (suicide)Goodbye...This should be our final goodbyeYou never really caredSo why should you cry?Maybe you'll feel sorry once I'm deadAll the times that you've fucked with my headThe guilt overwelms you as you lie in bedAll you had to do was just say byeI guess you could call this suicideToo bad I'm too full of it to swallow my prideI could waste my time, and tryTake another three years, try to keep in lineBut waking up is 10x harderWhen all you wanna do is dieSo I, commit suicide (suicide)Goodbye...I need help, lost myselfGave up the fight to stay aliveNo longer got the will to keep living this lieI'm sorry I didn't give you one final callAnd I'm truly sorry, I had to end it allThis is my final farewellBy the time you've read this, I should be in hellI could waste my time, and tryTake another three years, try to keep in lineBut waking up is 10x harderWhen all you wanna do is dieSo I, commit suicide (suicide)Goodbye...I can't stand to sleep, hate the dreamsThe demons always seem to make fun of meTalking so quickly, telling me...What to do, and how to liveThey fantasize about my deathMake me kill myself by holding my breatheSuicidal dreams, dreams of my fallHow am I gonna end this all?I could take a fuckin' ropePull the noose tightly around my neckTie it up high in the raftersAnd gasp as I suffocate to deathI could turn the gun on myselfNo help, cold barrel, pressed tightLie in bed, pull the trigger, no regretsBrains splattered, soaked in redI could take a rusted bladeFix all my problems, solve emRip it across my veinsRelease every ounce of painWho woulda known my blood could end up as paint?Last attempt, bottle of pillsRid every emotion that I feelI down them all, with gradual sips of alcohol, I fallConvulsions, internal bleedingFinally, my wish, no breathingI could waste my time, and tryTake another three years, try to keep in lineBut waking up is 10x harderWhen all you wanna do is dieSo I, commit suicide (suicide)Goodbye... From Letras Mania