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I just want to vent, problems are a part of this life And I know that everybody after there gotten But the problem with this is I don't even know what my problem is All I know is lately I've been feeling low as the bottom And I've been tryna pick myself up All I really want to feel is some self love Reaching out, I really need to be helped up I've been doing all I can, but it's not enough And I've been folding my hands, looking up to the sky Talking to God, asking him why Why am I like this? Why can't I fight this? Why am I losing this battle? I'm trying I feel like I'm dying inside, I'm exhausted Fighting these demons inside of me constant Please, come relieve me of this life, I'm lost, and Sometimes I feel like I have been forgotten And rotting away, plotting the day That I drop in the plot of my grave This day and age, it feels like the only way That I could ever get close to stopping my pain I'm probably insane, I know it Most of you know where your sadness started and control it But, man, I've been sad for a reason, I don't even know An invisible enemy, fighting these ghosts And I blame it on the changing of the seasons Blame it on the path of my career Letras de cancionesBlame it on the things that I've been eating Blame it on the man that's standing in the mirror But the truth is I've been guessing all of it This depression seems to have a mind of its own Striking at the moment that I least expect it Wait until I think that it's been gone 'Cause I ain't ever felt a pain quite like this Feels like I play to side of my sight and twist My days have turned to nights, I'm questioning my life And I just want to cry, I don't know why Yeah, lost in my head is a cycle Check my post, I don't see no vitals I don't really see no heroes See my demons and all these rifles Pain always been my rival Talking to God, but I still do fight you Things that we love turn quick in a hate I've been hurting every day, but I like to I don't really know why I feel like this, whole lot done change in the year Couldn't tell you last time I could recognize myself, I don't know who's inside of that mirror Try to call drop with the bottle in my hands, but if Haven has a line, can you ring my phone? I don't understand why don't matter how much love I receive, in the end I just feel so alone I could really use advice right now I don't got a clue when the mic's turn down I can hear applause from the crowd, but I'm lost the sounds Of my own damn thoughts right now Feels like I'm stuck under water in screen, and survival Anxiety breaks me and eats me alive To the point that I question if I should comply With my demons, I'm sick of just living a lie I know that trauma is something we carry And fear of the unknown can really be scary We think about people that have to be buried We all have a limit, the time'll get varied That's why I keep working, no breaks ever given I can't use depression as means it just given I'm hoping I see what I always envision Instead of just dreading the feeling of living, damn 'Cause I ain't ever felt a pain quite like this Feels like I play to side of my sight and twist My days have turned to nights, I'm questioning my life And I just want to cry, but I don't know why From Letras Mania