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Maybe if I go down to the water Maybe I can get back into my body It's a hot day, shitty There's weeds in the breakers There's kids throwing tantrums and circling teenagers I was changing in the bushes Strip the clothes from my thighs Crouching for a second, bare my skin to the sky Sweating, hidden in the cottonwood and vines My mind glitching, kinda Thinking dark thoughts lately And maybe I should admit to somebody It's been feeling cut off lately Thinking, was I a person? All I ever knew was I, every morning That I wake up in two eyes I walked down the beach Squinting in the light Across the dirty sand, еxposed Carrying this humanhood I went carrying this humanhood I've been carrying this humanhood Tryna makе good on it Letras de cancionesYou always tell me I would walk without grace Something awkward in how I brush the hair from my face It could be better if I'd just listen, if I'd change I slip into the cold shock of waves and dive under Roll, and look up from under, blurred light Blue, white, blue, white Ripples that smash Shore into sky, shore into sky Weightless for a second, I swim Just breathing I've been carrying this humanhood I'm carefully carrying this humanhood Ungracefully carrying this body That's tired from carrying a mind This citizenship in this personal life, I guess This citizenship in this history, in this moment in time This fragile life, one of a generation that might end this world I guess Nobody tells you how to bear this Was I really as you say? Untruthful, untrustworthy you tell me Or always falling out of my body when I'm afraid Always afraid, can't seem to stay Bear the weight of it, I guess Carrying this humanhood It looked like a burden Carrying this humanhood (For lack of decision, too mangled a living) Carrying this humanhood (Too entangled a vision) Sacred though Precious, oh From Letras Mania