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Running away from my problems isn't working My demons are everywhere, steady provoking I'm trapped in an endless void, abyss Horrible premonitions, feel so reminiscent There's so much pain, it's an endless strain I'm trying not to fear, but my nightmares interfere Tired, dealing with misery and pain I can't find a solution, I don't know what else to do Emotions ran dry, I'm done with all this coping This isn't what I was hoping My life's too toxic, hope it decays Maybe it'll get better, I'm praying for better days Everything is toxic, my reality has changed I used to live freely, now, I stay cautious Reflecting on my past, it makes me nauseous Last year, I got arrested, probation for six months Couldn't think straight, everything was so abrupt That was the first and only time I ever shed tears Each day on probation, my demeanor changed More emotional scars had appeared Kicked out multiple times, increased my fear Try to handle it out in reality After getting arrested, I realized something Gave up perseverance, realized I was nothing At that point, I thought I wasn't going to make it Letras de cancionesSomeone gave me insight, I didn't take it Thought, "Was hope really in sight?" I was blindsided about how my life was ruined Almost laid in a casket, remaining in ruins A year later, I saw some improvement Then again, that was just a premonition I failed, couldn't complete my mission Now here I am, thinking about my future Should I keep going? (I don't know) My life's so unstable Disregard all the pain? Don't know if I'm able Can't cope with all this pain, my reality's toxic Try to forget all the past, I don't know how to stop it Trying to live a better life, spiraling out of control Feel like I'm stuck in a deep hole Just trying to make it out in life, that's my goal Why and how did my life end like this? (I don't-) Why and how did my life end like this? (I don't-) Honestly, I hate it, please pray for me People prayed on my downfall multiple times Didn't know how to cope anymore Everything's fading away, disappearing Trapped in an endless cycle of terror and pain I'm tired of everything, feeling desaturated Broken, torn to pieces, disaggregated Is this life or death for me? Is it the end of me? Had multiple epiphanies, vivid dreams of my past Wish my life was the way it was before I was so untroubled, everything was alright Next thing I know, it all ended up in spite Despite everything that I tried to accomplish in life It went awry, now I'm left with pain and strife Life? More like my poison, done with this toxicity My life's treacherous, mischievous Am I really achieving or is my mind tricking me? I'm dizzy, family and friends are questioning me People act so cold to me, "No scolding please" I'm fragile, about to break, my mentality's toxic Someone give me the answers on how to stop it From Letras Mania