Josh A

Confessions
I shut everybody out 'cause I'm scared of rejection Turns out, when you do that, you just write away your friendships Scared I'll never make it 'cause the game is so congested Scared I'll never make it 'cause the throne is too contested Swear I'm 'boutta relapse, think I need someone to step in Pills will be the death of me, they my lethal weapon Pray my death soon, I've been counting down the seconds Hopin' heaven's nearing me, 'cause yeah, I got some questions, like Why would God bless me and then he proceed to curse me? Feels like every person that I fall in love with hurts me Why doesn't the reaper take me if he's always lurking? And why does every version of myself feel like the worst me? Is it all in my head? If I fall to my death Like, what's the ticket count to my funeral? Swear I'm always oppressed, never know what's comin' next Like, why the hell am I always so miserable? Darkness pullin' me down 'til I'm a carcass Guess at least then, I'll no longer have a hardship World's cutthroat, sick of always being guarded Why does no one want me when I always try my hardest? Tell me, "It gets better," kind of feelin' like you lyin' Try to lift the vibe but inside, I'm always dyin' Devils in disguise always keepin' me distracted Worst kind of evil hides behind the most attractive I try to break my habits, but it's hard when you're an addict Letras de cancionesJust starin' down my traumas on a track, they call it talent Every time I cry for help, I get some brand new plaques in Helpin' all these kids, but who helps me when I'm crashin'? Just take me down to the other side Breaking, should I go? I can't decide Waste me, I got nowhere to run and hide Hate me, maybe then I'll feel alive Cycles never ending when you're rackin' up a profit I thought love would save me from myself but I lost it Now I'm on my own again, yeah, it's nothin' new to me The old ways, I'm never goin' back to how it used to be It feels impossible to try to overcome When the world is against me, I wish I could be enough I wish I could be stronger, but instead I go numb I can't go any longer, I'm done So these are my confessions Yeah, these are my confessions From Letras Mania