Tom MacDonald

Smile
Last night I broke down crying Turned my TV on 'cause I don’t like the silence Took the razor blades and my prescription pills And put 'em in the box and did my best to hide 'em ’Cause last night I felt like dying Googled "suicide" and thought that I might try it I was scared that I'd screw up and I'd survive it So I went to sleep, today I woke up smiling I've read the books, I took the pills When I got a therapist and talked a lil' I keep going to the doctor with a brand new problem that antibiotics can't seem to heal I hide how I feel from my family and friends 'Cause if you never been deprеssed, then it don't make sеnse It’s hard to admit there’s a voice in your head And you're listening to every bad thing that it says, like Last night I felt like dying Maybe it’s my serotonin, it's inside my mind And I need Cyprulex, I need a doctor's guidance Like, how can a guy wanna fight with science? Tough times never last, but tough people do If the glass half full, you still got the juice And if the plane gon' crash and you ain’t pack a shoot Then kick back and relax and enjoy the view When I feel like I'm drowning, I'd rather be dead I feel like it's loud, it's all inside my head Letras de cancionesI feel like I'm surrounded, it might be awhile Before I come around, remember how to smile When I feel like I'm drowning, I'd rather be dead I feel like it's loud, it's all inside my head I feel like I'm surrounded, it might be awhile Before I come around, remember how to smile I went in the dark and let it hurt, I Joined the groups and went to church, I Tried to smile through it, like Maybe this'll do it, ha And then everything is great till the light [?] Now the demon shows his face and I try to run away Till he's everywhere and he wants me to fight him But I'm exhausted from the chase and the thoughts in my brain, like Pour me in my velvet sheets Like I'm held underneath and [?] weak So my cell phone so if you call the beeps I pretend that I'm okay 'cause I'm not [?] I tell myself that tough times pass If the wheels fall off, I still got the gas Lights are roller coasters, sometimes they crash So I'll enjoy the ride that I have When I feel like I'm drowning, I'd rather be dead I feel like it's loud, it's all inside my head I feel like I'm surrounded, it might be awhile Before I come around, remember how to smile When I feel like I'm drowning, I'd rather be dead I feel like it's loud, it's all inside my head I feel like I'm surrounded, it might be awhile Before I come around, remember how to smile Close your eyes, don't look down, whoa You can learn to fly if you forget 'bout the ground, whoa We're here today not for a while, whoa So here's your chance, go 'head and smile, whoa When I feel like I'm drowning, I'd rather be dead I feel like it's loud, it's all inside my head I feel like I'm surrounded, it might be awhile Before I come around, remember how to smile When I feel like I'm drowning, I'd rather be dead I feel like it's loud, it's all inside my head I feel like I'm surrounded, it might be awhile Before I come around, remember how to smile From Letras Mania