Third Rail Suicide

Heartache
I hide myselfTo never let her seeThe things I've doneThe flaws I hateAll of the worst parts of meLike breaking heartsThe broken bonesThis struggle with anxietyBloodshot eyes cry out for sleepBut now I never dream Should I sayEverything that I'm so scared to admit to?I'll pretend that I'm okayBut in my darkness I still find you Should I lieAbout the past and all of my mistakes?Or pretend I'm fine, leave this all behind...Say there's no heartache I hold myselfTo never let her knowLetras de cancionesJust how open I can beHow scared I am to breatheWhenever you're aroundLike painting pictures without meaningWriting songs that have no wordsGive me something to believe in Before I give myself to her Or should I sayEverything that I'm so scared to admit to?I'll pretend that I'm okayBut in my darkness I still find you Should I lieAbout the past and all of my mistakes?Or pretend I'm fine, leave this all behind...Say there's no heartache Say there's no heartache And in this quiet hourWhen no one else is hereI find the courage locked inside of meTo finally face this fearTell it to "leave, just go awayI never needed you anyway"And as long as I still bendI refuse to breakOr give in to this heartache From Letras Mania