Feel Numb To The Carnage Around Me Letra

Alone, strippled - shackled; In a dark corner of my soul - there´s nothing; time seems to have no meaning anymore; (lost Control?) (there are places sb. can go inside himself that are a vast and deep as any ocean) -places no torturer can ever reach; seeing dead faces of those I loved; my eyes filled with hate; world shattered like fine crystal. left on this world, tumbled into a pool of our own blood (I´ve already made the deal) life and love is the one thing I truly believed in; my black days begin; all liars - cowards (keine Zeit für Emotionen; kannst nicht mehr fühlen; Gewalt und Zorn bestimmen dein Leben)
About "feel numb to the carnage around me": In war our primal instincts turn back. The nature of humanity is to kill ourselves. Killing, murder without conciseness. I ask myself for did what they fight, for who did they killed?. For the lies of politicians, religious leaders or insane self named gods? Do you want to kill for your country. Thousands die, families are left alone. But who still the pain of those who are left alone. The cruelty, the murder. Our world dies , and we are the cause. We are the murders. Watch TV, you only see destroying, war, rape, and natural disasters. We are damned to die!